relationship frustrations

For the past few weeks, my heart feels like its been stabbed repeatedly. It hurts like hell and i don't know how to stop the pain. I want to talk think over but he doesn't seem to be interested to meet me what more talk about it. It's been two and a half years since we first started long distance relationship and it comes down to this Friday when it will all come to an end. But who would have thought this long wait and anticipation will boil down to probably a painful breakup. Our relationship is not perfect but I have been hoping that we can someday be near to each other again. I know I am independent but there are so many times that i wish that i don't have to be independent and that i can rely on him to help me lessen the burden. He will arrive on Friday but will be going back to Melaka to sort things out. He can't promise me that he will come back early on Sunday to meet with me. Sigh. I've tried me best but I guess when it's over, there's no turning back. I guess it is true that if you love someone, you got to let him go.