relationship frustrations

For the past few weeks, my heart feels like its been stabbed repeatedly. It hurts like hell and i don't know how to stop the pain. I want to talk think over but he doesn't seem to be interested to meet me what more talk about it. It's been two and a half years since we first started long distance relationship and it comes down to this Friday when it will all come to an end. But who would have thought this long wait and anticipation will boil down to probably a painful breakup. Our relationship is not perfect but I have been hoping that we can someday be near to each other again. I know I am independent but there are so many times that i wish that i don't have to be independent and that i can rely on him to help me lessen the burden. He will arrive on Friday but will be going back to Melaka to sort things out. He can't promise me that he will come back early on Sunday to meet with me. Sigh. I've tried me best but I guess when it's over, there's no turning back. I guess it is true that if you love someone, you got to let him go.

Product Review : The best hair oil!

I have had dry hair for the longest time ever. My hair always look dull and the ends look dry. I have tried various products but the product that I have used for the longest time is the Essential Nuance Airy from Kao. I first found out about this product in Singapore. It retails at Sgd9.90 which is about RM24.00. There are types of hair oil but I picked the one for more bounce. Also, recently I came across another hair oil at Watsons in Singapore. We do have products from Organix but there isn't this range which is the Moroccan Argan Oil range. We have read from numerous sources about the benefits of Argan Oil. Khiel has their own range or Argan Oil shampoo as well.



I bought one bottle and tried it. Damn, it really is really good. My hair looked and felt so soft. My wave hair is tamed and the smoothness is maintained all day. This is a really good buy. If you are looking for a good hair oil, give Organix Renewing Moroccan Argan Oil for all hair types. This retails at Sgd14.90 at Watsons as well. There are so many products that can be found in Singapore but not in Malaysia. I wish Watsons Malaysia would bring in these items soon.

Laziness

I find it weird when people complain when they aren't earning enough or crave to be better and all when they don't even want to put in any effort into improving themselves. it's so ironic. time and tide waits for no one but one just has to waste all the time and then wish for better things to happen. Wake up already! things just don't change on its own without you doing something about it. i hope to have a change soon and do things that i have been longing to do. i hope to get a place of my own and get an oven and a proper fridge to do baking and cooking. hope that can be realized soon :). The Pet Project happens tomorrow. can't wait to meet new people and have a good time with doggies and friends!

intoducing Bear!

A couple of weeks ago i met with a minor car accident along Federal Highway. it was at the workshop that I spotted this timid looking puppy. he looked different because he has got red mass at each corner of his eye. it was heartbreaking to see such a young puppy living in such terrible conditions. the workshop is just beside a huge drain and is surrounded with rubbish. feeling helpless i left the workshop and took my car away after it was done.

the next day i kept thinking of this pity puppy. in the afternoon, i could take it no more. i drove to the workshop and took the puppy to a vet in Kuchai Lama with my good friend Hui Ling. blood test was done and results came back okay. the mass at the corner of his eyes are actually his own tear glands which have popped out probably due to weak connective tissues.

Bear is due to undergo surgery tomorrow (11/11/11) to correct the tear glands and also to be neutered. i hope the date brings him good luck. he has earned a special place in my heart and i hope so much that he finds a good home because he really deserves a good loving family.


this is Bear before the surgery. You can see his cherry eyes from this picture. will update after his surgery. I love you Bear!

Peugeot 308 Turbo

My colleagues and I stole some time off lunch hour to visit the Peugeot Showroom today. I had my eyes on the Peugeot 308 Turbo. I love the the fact that the top part of the car is made of glass. Priced at rm113,000, it really isn't that cheap. However, the build is so much more solid compared to the Peugeot 207 which is priced at rm76,000. The Peugeot RCZ was also at the showroom. The car is really sporty and comes with a hefty price tag - rm218,000. Regardless of how exquisite the car can be, I do not think I will splurge on one. A car is a liability. Its price will never increased after it is bought and it can't generate you any income after purchase. So, I'll just look around till I have the financial capability to afford such cars.

From now till 31st August 2011, the interest rate is 1.88% for 5-year loan and it comes with 3 years free maintenance. So for those aiming for a Peugeot cars, this is the time to get it.

Melaka!!

I was back in Melaka last weekend. It was a blast. I went back to get my hair done. I should have done something with my hair long ago. but I thought i should just wait till it gets longer. I got my hair colored and straighten. Really like how it turned out!

At night I had drinks with my close friend from Melaka. So glad to have met up with her. We had drinks at Libar.
The drinks were so so but the prices are on par with those at the laundry and etc in KL. Quite pricey I would say for a drink in Melaka. At Jonker I went into some really interesting shops. Here are some pictures. Feast your eyes.



There's a new shop which sells everything handmade. The owner is super friendly. Visit her website at http://heart-handy.blogspot.com/.

My first experience with Balinese full body massage

I was at Kompleks Perbadan Putrajaya for the Shape and Men's Health run on Saturday night. The 12.3KM run took me about 1 hour 40 mins to complete. it was quite tough with lots of slopes along the whole route. The organizers were generous with the good bags. there were quite alot of giveaways.

On Sunday, I decided to give myself a treat at Jari Spa. here's their website : http://www.jarispa.com/ . To be honest, I was a little uncomfortable to strip myself in front of the masseuse. it wasn't as great as i thought it would be. I am an active person so i felt the masseuse was not firm enough with the massage.

In the evening I went for a game of tennis with my friends. super nice weekend. :)